叁壹零肆

标题是花になりたい好呢
还是花になる好呢
拿不准



时隔多年 
在形势极其不好的情况下
我竟然意识到了
啊 这人搞不好是我真爱
Gero我已经放弃好久了
但是始终断断续续的会找这人的歌来听
所以 就算不是真爱 也是各种特别吧




最近真心吃很多
但是多也好少也好
体重都是47KG不变
真生气

 arafes没买到徽章
好桑心

最近的档都又多又大
好麻烦

遇到很多补档的妹纸
好开心

上班时间各种摸鱼
好轻松

吃吃喝喝
又准备一周了呢

有时候觉得自己还是挺暴力的
尤其是最近......
这两天每天都在脑内各种揍人场面_(:з」∠)_

I heard that your settled down
That you found a girl and your married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things 
I didn't give to you. 　　
Old friend why are you so shy
It ain't like you to hold back 
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I beg I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love 
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love 
But sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze　
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I beg I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love 
But sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes they're memories made
Who would have known how bitter sweet 
This would taste　

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I beg I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love 
But sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I beg I'll remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love 
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love 
But sometimes it hurts instead

前晚做了个梦
梦见自己不停的流血
纸巾红了一张又一张OTTTL
上网查了查
据说这是个能实现愿望的梦

那么希望愿望能实现 合掌

最近内心深深恐惧一些事情
明明知道是很无聊的东西
也知道自己要拿得起放的下
不过还是会在睡前或者一个人发呆的时候
深深的恐惧起来
果然还是自己太没用了

日！